okay, okay! My cousins win! Now I realize my incapacity.

Last Saturday, my cousins Daryl and Jeniza, talked to me about the situation that I am going through. After telling so many excuses why I think that I am not inlove, …they blamed me for I caused them feel stress, …ehehe!

They kept on saying that I am not being true to myself, …that I deny the feeling even if the things I do are showing that love.

To let them understand, …I told them my philosophy about loving someone.

It says that I will not love someone who does not love me because I do not want to be hurt. Even if I love the guy so much, I will deny my feelings if he says that he does not love me.

I hope you understand why I do not want to be hurt. I do not want the feeling. I hate it!