I have something new in my mind. This morning, I arrived in our group’s meeting place, first. I read my idol’s column in “Bandera” tabloid which I not supposed to have. Then, my groupmate who is a boy came after me. I have the feeling of,…ahhmmm,… I cannot explain. He has already a girlfriend so I felt uncomportable with him. He sat beside me and stared at me for so long. I felt ashamed when he just asked for his “HulaScope”. I gave him the newspapaper and what I did was just left him for him to know what he wanted. I just walked, walked and walked while hoping my other groupmates to arrived beause I did not know what to do that time. I played with the flowering plants in that place, shocked because he just caught me picking flowers and told me that it was bad. Just a snap, my groupmate who is a girl arrived. Thank God for that. I really cannot figure out what I really feel about him. I just talked to my girl friend. Finally, my other groupmates came.
We decided to continue making our project in our house. this boy told us that I just caught her attention when he saw me alone but not yet knew that I am who I am. He thought of approaching me to be his date I think and felt happy to see me and knew that I am who I am.
I just laughed on it while our groupmates were teasing us. Actually, I hate to be teased so I prefer not to make friendships with boys.